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Tuesday, 11 August 2009

  • why?

    The worst is what you bring out of me.

    Every rule, every belief, every thing true to me I break for you.

    You open my mind to such evil thoughts that would bring so much pleasure.

    Why didn't just listen to me?

    Why didn't you just leave me be?

    Why, after all you have done, I feel safest in your arms?

    Why can't I be strong for once?

    Why can't I walk away?

    Do I, on some level of unconscious, enjoy this pain?

    Or I do I feel that all that is left for me is longing for what is never mine?

Wednesday, 05 August 2009

  • Confession

     

    A heart is broken

                     and what is left of the pieces are sewed back together.

    It breaks

           again

               and again.

    How can it ever truly love again,

               when there is but pieces that hurt at every thought of you?

                                                                                                                                Is all that is left is a fake smile and glimmers of love that is as real as the monster under the bed?

         Then again maybe you are that very monster that has scared one away from ever feeling safe.

    All that seems left for these pieces is the longing for what it can't have

                    and the pain of knowing so.

    You'll never know.

       The very sound of your voice silences all speech.

                                                                                                       The tears flow that you will  never see.

    And the lie will live on.

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